I can't (go back »)

I can't do this. This is just TOO hard. Ok? It's too hard. I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I thought I was a strong person, but I'm being proven really wrong really fast. Maybe I should live in denial. Would make things easier, I think.

I don't miss you. I don't think about you. I don't wish you were here. I don't want you back. I don't recall all the times we spent together. I don't think about all the things you said to me, and I didn't believe them. I don't cry over you every day. I don't love you. I never loved you. You weren't the best guy I've met. The funniest. The most talanted. The most hard working, the sweetest. No.

I don't miss you at all.